not sure if we're meeting tomorrow...haven't talked to him about it. i'm just really scared for what it will bring. i can't imagine that he could make such an important decision in 2 days. plus i know he's been out with his friends so i highly doubt he's done much soul searching.
yeah, no appetite plus i caught strep throat so i'm pretty much a big ol' mess right now! hopefully i can still look hot.
i wish i had your "i will survive" attitude right now. i envy you. every once in awhile i'll have a brief moment where i feel it but then something always knocks me down again. like i had a pretty good day today. hung out with my dogs and kept busy. then tonight i went to a movie with my friend and her boyfriend and i lost it driving myself home. it just seems like everyone in the world has someone except me. i've never felt such an intense lonliness. i think my dogs are the only trusworthy loyal beings in my life right now...pretty pathetic huh?
i'm glad you're doing well. keep it up. you are very strong.
thanks for the support!
Me: 31 H: 29 T: 10 yrs M: 4 1/2 yrs 01/08: MLC 03/17/08: H moved out no kids 3 dogs
