Sandycay it has been a long and also sometimes surprising fast 18 months. I've gone through a lot of cycles emotionally and reading the book Mars and Venus Starting Over is really bringing a lot of past emotions back to the forefront. As it points out I am stuck and now am having to go back and deal with old emotions that I never finished. Anger was first and I had to really tell myself it was ok to be mad. I think I am through anger and hit sadness again. I seem to be back to the sudden crying fits, albeit usually when I'm alone. I haven't done this in a really long time.
So how to deal with the mixed signals? Well it's really hard and I think they really keep our hearts from healing. The biggest thing we can do for ourselves is "not making whole cookies from crumbs" as a good friend of mine likes to remind me.
So the best thing I can tell you is be strong and don't make crumbs out to be cookies.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
