wow, I did read through your entire stitch.. you guys have been through a lot. First I want to commend you on sticking it out.. Most would have given up by now.
Although I Do feel for you both regarding the miscarriages.. ive had one myself, and I guess everyone deals with it differently, but that certainly should not condone what she has done, actually what she has done is pretty drastic.
i don't understand the trip thing either.. doesn't make sense to me, maybe she needs to escape 'reality' for a bit, but not at the expense of hurting you, that just plainly irresponsible.
I do hope that things will start looking up for you. All you can do it work on yourself and be true to yourself. and no matter what happens, you will be ok, believe me.
good luck to you and take care..
tal
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