Thank you so much to all of you, it's wonderful to come back and read so many loving and positive responses !
I do feel that Easter - and this lightbulb moment have come together for a reason for me. I like it.
I had a wonderful day home with the kids, then my brother picked the girls up and took one of them to my parents and one of them to my sister's ! The girls are there for the night and my son and I will meet up with them all tomorrow morning again at my parent's house to celebrate Easter.
My MIL called today, she was so incredibly sweet. Told me she just wanted to call, and speak to me, cause it was going to be so weird without me coming over for Easter and all. I told her that I still love them very much and that this is best for me now, just some peace and quiet. She understands and even thinks the same (spoke of how she had needed it too, when all this happened to her).
I hope you all have a wonderful Easter and I will be lurking around some....just checking up on some 'old' friends ! xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus