the thing my wife controls right now i keep hearing from our friends is she is unsure that she cant trust me. i did not cheet and i dont have a substance abuse problem. i am a better person in a lot of ways then i ever have been, but all she can replie is " how do i know, How do i know this is real, or if i can ever feel that way again?"
these are things that i cant control. there is no magic catch phrase i can utter that will turn on feelings for me. i can whish and i can pray, but, and i cry to say this. she just might be unable to let go of past hurts. i will stay this course. she is worth that to me.
