Well oddness continues. The neighbor who W is supposed to stay at their house hasn't been able to get their travel plans to work so W will be spending Easter day at home. So she told me she is going to have her 'brunch' here.
It wasn't clear is I was 'invited'.
Once again a simple discussion about who was providing the morning easter baskets turned into an argument. In our last discussion I had said that since she wouldn't be here I would provide them and she would do her brunch. Today I asked if I should still do that and she was 'Well I ALWAYS do that and I was going to when they came over for brunch!'. ok, then I guess we don't need to give them TWO if they'll only be here at the house.
Anyway, I've been listening to 'The Power of Now' and one thing he speaks about is that we all have some inner hurt that manifests itself as the 'alien' when we've reached a peak of pain in our life. I'm doing my best to focus on what I'm doing at the moment and trying not to focus on her, or the future, or the past. I'm learning from the past but letting it go.
