Well maybe should have read what Joie wrote sooner!!
H came over yesterday and it was a disaster!!! MAJOR SETBACK. H came over in a bad mood to begin with, could tell he really didnt want to be here. Anyway I was looking forward to the night..totally set myself up for a fall. Made dinner for us, then H mentioned oh by the way I wont be here tomorrow to watch our son I am going to the casino instead. I blew!! I'm tired of being told one thing and him doing another. I'm tired of being the only one who is responsible for our son. I was mad that all week long he said he was coming over in fact up until 7pm last night. I'm tired of hearing him say that his son is so important to him and how much he misses him but then he choses to do other things. He really only see's him on the weekends as it is!! So I left, got out of the house for a while and came back much happier. H called twice and sent me several text messages appologizing and wanting to talk. I cam home about 3 hours later and we did talk.
Same crap I want to be with you and be hear more than anything BUT i'm still living at OW house. Claims not as much though "I am starting to distance myself" we talked about that not being acceptable but he says he cant walk away yet it's too much stress and he cant handle it. Says "it will put me over the edge"
I'm SO sick of him thinking he can have us both!!!!! PLEASE HELP!!!!! I am so frustrated and dont know what I should do
