A ghost! I saw the name, and about fainted! Sometime in the past few weeks, your name had flashed through my head, and I wondered how you were doing! So I am glad to see you post. You sound like a different person! Hard to believe your baby is almost two. I think that means I've been here too long too!
PDT is a great guy, but there has been some running afoul with a moderator who (in my opinion) got out of control (now I might get whacked, but so it goes) so he has a touch of well deserved cynicism in his post!
It sounds like you have done a lot of growing up, and your H is still the same little boy he was when you were first here! Is this still with the same OW? Not that it really matters. Is he still driving a truck, and never at any known spot?
So, how can we get you out of your funk about him having yet another child with "her"? I guess I would say you need to detach, yet again! I m guessing you were there when you thought you were getting divorced, but then he managed to pull you back in. So, I think you need to get back on the D path again. But this time, don't listen to he pleading and begging. And if he gets mean? Well, is that who you want back? At this point I would tel him that if he really wants a relationship with you it is going to START after you are divorced, and he can prove to you that he deserves another chance. Stick around, you'll get support here! I'm going to make sure Amy knows you are here. She been through crap (as you know) but she is still Amy!
