Confused as Ever

[Snow White]

I have decided to join a co-ed slo pitch baseball team this sumer. It is 2 nights a week on wednesdays and fridays. This is the most major thing I have done for myself in the 12 1/2 years I have been with H. Even before I had my daughter and I decided to go back to school and work on a second degree I chose a night that H already had a social event so I wouldn't miss out on time with him. I will have to find a babysitter for some nights since H's schedule sometimes has him working till 8 on a friday or 7 on a wed but it should be fun, I used to love baseball and played till I was 16 every year, and was really good. When I first met H we played together on a team for the store we worked at, I was horrible because I was too concerned about him. It is not until May, who knows by then I might be single anyway.