My kids just left with their dad and I am going shopping (!!!). I am down three sizes ever since this mess started and my clothes don't fit. I was never-ever fat, used to be skinny thin but the last couple of years I had gained some weight which I didnt try to lose. Now people think I am below average close to very thin. I enjoy it so much cause that's the way I was when I was 20-27 year old.
So, I am down to size 26-25 in jeans and all my old jeans were 29. I am going to head to town and get some trousers and sexy tops. I am changing my style, I was not feeling comfortable with myself but now I think I can leave behind my work suits and quiet tops. As I say in Greek I can "support" this way of dressing now. Upbeat, and happy and sick and flirty... (Lisa gave me some ideas) (I've done the undies upgrade already)
Yesterday it was a full day. A friend of mine called to say that 2 weeks ago she runned into a friend of my H's lawyer (ex GF he left over me 12 years ago) and she heard the story of my life from a person I have never met. She gave her the picture that my H had enough and I was devastated and the divorce is right at the corner. Really bothered me for a sec. This lawyer friend is someone that knew my H had a problem with our marriage before I did. She could be a possibe EA and a woman that spend 10 years in therapy to overcome him. So now, for her, revenge is a plate to be eaten cold as we say. The minute I heard this, two things stuck in my head. First of all the phrase " keep the champagne corks on cause nothing is over till is over lady", and WTF? 2 weeks ago we were already in the super friendly mode with him having second thoughts. So either he hasn't talked to her lately, or she hasn't talked to her friend lately or he just isn't telling her the progress in our R (if any). I told him that on the phone.He called me a couple of times and during one phonecall I told him. Very casually not sounding mad or anything. Just so that he knows the woman who he "trusted more than anyone" is been broadcasting our lifes' details to people that don't know us. I could tell he didn't like it, he felt disappointed. Up until a month ago he was complaining I am telling our friends we are separated...
He just picked up the kids, going to their T. Lets' see how that will turn out...
