I took a quiz on the Lexapro website to determine if you had clinical depression. I scored in the 'severe depression' range and the 'high anxiety' range. It was a surprise to me.
I guess my counselor was right, I wasn't 'ok'. Outwardly I was functioning but inside I was falling apart.
I guess for me, I can't understand how my W couldn't see that - or if she did why didn't she do something? Worse, how can a person bail on someone who is asking them for help? I guess I know the answer.
Well, I'm taking care of myself now. I need to do this for my kids sake. They deserve a Dad who is together again.
