Man... it is crazy where the sadness lurks. There you are, living your life, and then, BOOM, it shows up. Sometimes for the most insignificant reasons... sometimes for the deepest reasons. I think what you are feeling is so normal... I KNOW you are going to be OK and come out of this SO much stronger, more centered, grounded, clear about who you are and what you want, and loving yourself and even in a better place to love a special man. Remember when you told me that you thought it was good that all this stuff was coming up in my R before I was married? well, maybe it is good that all of this stuff came up in your M before there were babies involved. This way when you are bringing babies into the world you will have a ROCK SOLID R !!!
