Supermom meets Cookie Chick

[JennyF]

Wow, I can't believe it's been 4 days since I've posted.

I've been busy finishing up cookie orders. I sold all of my boxes and made myself some extra money! The One of a Kind Show is on and this is a semi-annual we always attend together. I treated myself to some really nice things with my cookie money and it felt great.

H is acting extremely angry with me. We haven't spoken about anything since he last told me he wasn't budging. My L conversation was ok...just said for me to stay firm and just let him take court action if that's the way he wants to go. He is SO mad.
My SIL hung out with me for the day on Tuesday and she did not know of H's plans to move in with OW (they live in the same house right now!). She was pissed. She said she didn't think her Mom even knew. Weird...because I think she does.
Anyway, SIL's friend bought some cookies from me and came to pick them up today. She told me that SIL's and MIL are totally on my side and they are really pissed and just don't know what to do about H. This was good to hear because I'm been staying so removed from them, that I kind of thought that they'd really accepted things. Now they just have to learn how to speak up to him about it.
It made me realize though just how detached I am. For the first time I can honestly honestly say that I have dropped the rope. It's been over a week now of feeling this way...I don't really even care that H is acting all mad at me. This is quite liberating actually.
I have recently been told that there are a LOT of friends who think that H is moving ridiculously fast and some have shared this with him...but of course it makes no difference.
I'm glad to hear that people are still seeing things this way, I'm trying not to care what people think...but it's nice to feel validated sometimes.

Other than that, no updates.
I had Easter morning with D this morning because it's H's weekend. My parent's are away so it's just me. I have lots of friends though and have received a couple invites for dinners and brunches. Plus it is my best friends b-day so we'll be celebrating that. I'm just learning to live in this moment and be ok in this moment...it's working.

I've also received a couple other orders for cookies since the Easter ones were such a hit. So it looks like I just may be getting this business going!
Gotta run!
J~