Excuse my rant. Have felt overwhelmed all day.

I'm pissed - we're together 12 years and she can't say a single g*dd*mn word to me that she's unhappy?! She thinks the solution is to throw everything away and start up with some new guy? One day she can curl up next to me in bed and the next she can't even look at me without grimacing?!

What the hell -

6 more months I've got to deal with this. 6 more months - think she'll keep acting like a b*tch? I go out of my way to be positive, validate, act as if, and stay confident and collected while she's all over the place. And after months of being friends how does she act? Like she has to avoid me at all costs. Like she has to make a show of not being happy to see me if we run into each other. Like she has absolutely no conception of what the word "rude" means.

Please, someone tell me it gets better!

Now I know why the liquor store in my old neighborhood had bumper stickers saying, "Beer colder than your ex-wife's heart".

lodo


Divorced: 10/26/08