Yesterday, after coming back from her class (she still needs to attend the last couple of sessions in order to earn full credit), she invited me to the room to watch a dvd she rented for us to watch. While we were watching I dropped a couple of "truth darts" (something I learned from this board!). I started off by saying, "You know my love and our kids' love for you is pure, right?" She looked me in the eyes, looked away and said, "I know." She then said, "don't tell me these things." I think I her eyes watered a little bit at this point.
A bit later, after discussing how she'll miss our kids' performance in the Easter play this Sunday because of her trip, I asked her, "Do you picture yourself going to one of your sons' college graduations with another man by your side?" She responded, "I don't. I honestly don't."
One thing led to another and we got intimate (fyi, protection was used). Earlier today before leaving for class, she said, "Umm," then paused, and said, "Never mind." I said, "What?" She says, "I shouldn't be telling you this but last night was nice." And it was. Did I play into her cake-eating? Maybe. But one thing's for sure: her trip this weekend still goes on as scheduled. Aaargh!
