Confused as Ever

[Snow White]

In the world of never being able to trust I had an interesting and mostly good day today. This morning we woke up had coffee. H asked if I had picked up any egg colouring kits for D. Thoughtful, that in itself is odd. Said I can go into Walmart if you like - in FE where OW lives(he didn't say this part). I said let me call and see if they are open, they weren't. I suggested the local corner store may have some. H left to check on his parents, and then sent a text saying he was going into the grocery store and the drug store in FE to see if they were open. Was gone a little over an hour and called to say he had got the nicest kit that D would like. SO of course my paranoid mind is calulating times, if he didn;t go to his parents at all he would still have only about 40 min not including time to look around the store. Ok probably was just going to the store. I hate thinking this way, at least I was quiet about it. So he comes home we dye eggs and he pulled a chair up to watch. Then we go downstairs and watch a movie. After the movie he offers to take it back - to FE again and says he wants to take his car through the car wash. Goes, is gone about an hour and calls to say he is hungry do I want to go to dinner. I made the mistake of saying, well where are you? (it is 15 min into town and 15 min home) still 30 min left over. He says I have only been gone a half hour. I corrected him and said no an hour and he got mad and said that I was being an idiot and hung up on me. I sent him a text asking what his problem was, and hey I'm hungry too. He came home, with a dirty car and said that the car wash was closed. And that he didn't know what I was talking about but he was only gone a half hour. I just wanted to forget about it, we went out and had a nice dinner, this is the first time(outside of the neccesity at Disney) that we have gone out as a family for dinner that I can remember in at least a year.

It really sucks thinking this way every time a person walks out the door. I am trying hard not too, and I am getting better at not voicing my opinion - I mean what could have really happened in the time frames we are talking about - well what likely happened is he called her on the phone if anything.