Thanks for checking in, LN. I always appreciate your insight.
We did talk this morning after I was back home and I told her that I am not going to get into a relationship with anyone, I am SO not ready for it. I am concentrating on me, and that is my goal right now.
When I say I 'may move on', I am truly looking far down the road. I have been patient and will continue to be patient with my sweetie. But I am no longer waiting for the phone to ring, or an email to come in...which is healthier I think, for both of us. This is what she told me makes her feel less pressure. That I'm not pining for her.
I told her I completely understand where she is on her journey, and that the door is open anytime she wants to come back. In the meantime, I will just enjoy the life of a married bachelor.
I told her last weekend that there would be no repercussions if we reconciled, there is no way I would hold any of this against her.
We are getting together tomorrow to empty out our boat, which is now up for sale. Should trigger a few emotions....
