I think I could definitely use some "me" time. H has the kids every other weekend and every Wednesday. I have been trying to use that time for self reflection. It is still pretty early in our separation, so that usually means alot of tears. I am coming to see that from H's actions, what he really wants right now is space and time. I am going to give him that. He is going to our lake house this weekend to fish with his dad and uncle. I know he plans on returning on Sunday, but I don't know if he intends to contact me then. I am just going to try to make this a good holiday weekend for the kids and me. The kids are really looking forward to this movie today. This is a 180 for me, and I know H knows it. I usually don't bring the kids to the movies alone. He usually comes along, and if he doesn't I cancel the plans. I am hoping he will see that I am trying to make sure the kids are taken care of with or without him. I don't know if he notices this, but it is a change for me.
