I left SSM forum b/c I did not want to go there to begin with....DomR kept pushing me to move my thread over there ...
For the record, I pushed you to do that, because of what you were complaining about in your marriage. You were complaining about not being able to get to a place where you felt positive about, or at least ok with, physical intimacy with your H. Or even basic touching.
That sort of issue, is exactly what the SSM forum is supposed to help people with.
So, I went with what you said you wanted.
That doesnt seem to be what you want, or care about, any more. So it definately makes sense for you not to be posting in there any more.
The question is: what DO you want now? And are you going to actually DO anything, to work towards it?
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Anyways, I just posted today, so as to not unjustly be made another excuse for "why you didnt..." or similar. Even your long post on how you "offer no excuses", was filled with excuses for yourself. It's sad that I guess you cant even see that. That's why you dont understand Forrest's earlier post to you. He(?) sees it. I see it. But I guess you cant.
I hope the best for you. That someday, you have both a better marriage, and a clearer image of yourself.
