Yep - heading out tomorrow AM. I'm running around today trying to get everything done. I'd love to box up W's stuff and tell her it's all in the garage, but I don't want to give her any help. She can have the fun of boxing her stuff up all by herself. I just bet, though, that when I get back she won't have done much. Anyone want to take on that bet?
Felt down this AM. I hate that she's so cold right now. I guess she is just trying to make her decision stick after those weeks of going back and forth. I just feel disbelief sometimes that I really was with this person for 12 years and never knew she could be so cruel. Actually, that's a lie. During our break-up 9 years ago, I realized it. Guess that's what helps me realize that she needs to fix herself as much as I need to fix my problems. Doesn't look like she's doing much though.
Oh well, I'm looking forward to my time away. Hate that I'll be coming back to D papers, but there it is.
