Well, sure, there is plenty of fear. And once you feel secure and the fear is gone, guess what, there will STILL be plenty of anger.
No one deserves to be treated the way you were treated. If your M lasts, you will both come to a place where you can openly acknowledge that and deal with your anger and his remorse.
You can't repair the M in a way that doesn't include your healing and him dealing with the fallout of his behavior. If you try to, the M will stall and probably eventually fail.
