For sure! Going back to the dark hole again today. I don't know why I can't stay there but I keep popping my head up and commiting the same damn mistakes I have always made.
I find that the problems in our M are solvable but I don't give H time to see it. We don't have infedility to tear us apart, we have a beautiful little girl who loves us both unconditionally, we loved each other, laughed a lot and we knew what we wanted but somehow blew it.
I'm sad and angry at myself for not doing the right thing and now I feel like I'm paying the ultimate price for being a hotheaded woman.
How in the heck am I going to go into "damage control" now?
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
