I don't know how "together" I am. I am having a hard time when I see him. I keep asking him inappropriate questions like "Don't you even miss me?" "Does this not bother you?" "Why are you doing this to us?" All questions and things I KNOW I shouldn't be saying. I just have this compulsion to make him see my pain. I can't seem to stop. I really don't know how I am supposed to act in front of him today. Do I just ignore him, act casual, leave the room? I have no idea.
