You are correct...my heart will always be with my H. No one will ever have my heart. He owns it.
I am going to try to sit back and get real still and quiet the next few days and watch and see how things play out between H and myself. I go home today and will be anxiously awaiting the arrival of those dreaded PAPERS he filed earlier in the week. A girlfriend keeps telling me they are just PAPER...paper can be burned and doesn't really mean much. That there can be major turn arounds in the 12 months of legal seperation.
I will continue to hope and pray for the best even with my screw ups.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07