You are very right. H may have been curious yesterday but could totally turn angry or sad today and could also prove my trust in him wrong by using it to file for immediate and full divorce on grounds of adultery. If he does then I have to accept that I caused that to happen.
I do realize that he may go right on ahead and enjoy some of those dance lessons himself now and I can't do a thing about it. I can only pray that he feels as I did...that while a pleasurable experience physically, it was a horrid experience emotionally. Or he may be the complete opposite of me and feel euphoria with it and want that HIGH all the time.
I will wait out this storm now and see how my ship comes through the other side.
I read my full annual horoscope the other day and it said in the spring I will connect with a person and in the summer I will IN LOVE AGAIN so I can hope it is H?!?!?!?!
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
