Thanks Marcus. i asked W if she wanted to go to a communication seminar with me and she said she would think about it which kinda sounded like a yes.

So, is a PA the end of the deal for you. Done! No turning back.

My W simply told me she wanted to date but I think that was out of the fog or a reation to me telling her that other people were interested in me.

I feel so empty and lost but trying to live minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day. Staying in the moment and trying not to think to much about the future.

Thanks for your thoughts.