God give me the patience and the strength...2

[theotherhalf]

I have to work today. No rest for the weary...lol

I am really struggling with how and what to do to move forward at this point.

Have been researching lawyers...researching real estate classes...it all comes down to money...there is none...so then what???

And then there is the decision to make of am I ready to file or can I wait longer. I guess I feel right now I am against a wall. If I don't file we are going to really start to go in the whole, if I do, it's over and maybe that's not so bad. But I really believe that he is going to regret, maybe filing would "wake" him up, but it may be to late for us both...

I really don't get why after weeks of NC he hasn't done anything, that I know of...why doesn't HE file?...