i realy hope she dosent write me off because of this. this whole thing feels so high scholl sometimes i had to call in sick to work tonight because im so worked up over this. i guess she was greatfull i brought her camera, but the facvt she could not sleep all night realy upsets me. i was hopeing to open up to her and show her that i felt pushed away by her actions, but instead i guess i screwed up very badely.
i did try to do damage control by explaining that me being on a fence was simply me steping back to process information, but i guess i just put it wrong. God i pray i didnt srew this up for good.
