Every woman in here can tell you that if she feels the least bit rejected or abandon it hits her hard at her soul, makes her question whether or not anyone finds her attractive or desireable.
-------->I feel rejected and abandon so I understand your point- but it leading me to a full on affair, I don't see. Could be because my state laws are drastically different from yours. I could lose custody of my children over adultry.
It's hard to feel rejected, but I found what helps me is to streghten myself at the gym, engage in some simple flirting and continue to streghten my brain. (read).
I hope you have not destroyed your legal battle. I am not sure what state you are in (maybe Maryland?). I hope you will be protected and it won't hurt you or force you into custody battles.
M: 39 H: 40 D: 12 S: 9 Married: 10 years Together: 11 years Dday- March 14th, 2008 Bomb-I don't love you-Easter 2008
Currently-living in same home, slowly working back towards a marriage.