MLC BS/2?

[Patrick325]

I don't have anyone positive off the boards. That is true. Most of her family don't talk with me about the sitch and the ones that do support me, but not her. My family is against her pretty much. I try to as them to understand the mlc but I think most don't believe it. They think it is just an affair. But most of the time I think it was more than that. You go through so much selfdoubt and guilt and anger. You all know it but others who haven't been through it just say "to hell with her" or kind of look at you funny like your an idiot or desperate for hanging on after all this crap.

I have to be strong but it waivers from one day to the next. I feel powerless at times, especially when I talk with her. She gets angry and I try to keep cool. She tries to control me but I resist and she gets angrier. I give in to keep her quiet. I get confused on when to give in and when to resist. I have to start rereading my DB book.

Her brother called me last night and told me if he invites me over that's his business and not hers. He said he is not doing it to be nice to me. He invites me because he wants me to come over. So I am going over there for Easter. She won't be there. I just want to figure out the next holiday so I know what my plan is....