My actions...well yes they seem like someone who doesn't want her marriage back but I would love to have it back but also realize finally that it may not happen.
The lonliness got to me and the rejection destroyed me and my values. I will have to answer for that. I take full responsibility for the wrong of it. If my H told me next month he wanted to come back then we would build a new stronger marriage because the one we had won't be the one we HAVE ever again.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
