God give me the patience and the strength...2

[theotherhalf]

my sister is fine, physically...mentally not so good...I am so angry with her right now, but I am trying to be here for her. They let her out of the hospitol and I am worried. She is not listening to anyone and I really don't think she is ready to be out.

today H made contact FINALLY with D16. She said it was the most they've talked in months. But said really it was only for a few moments. He actually asked her about her and acted as though he cared.

as for me I am a mess...i can't get my mind off of him and what he is up to...is he seeing her...is he talking to L...etc... and I am really ready to get out of this sh*thole one way or another. I want/need to do something, i just don't know what...its like what ever way I try to look to move forward there is a wall. I feel so stuck in a no win situation. and I feel completely and totally alone.