Out of the Blue?

[kturnernc]

Actually, I have made a decision. I thanked her for the invite but told her that I was just going to drop the kids off then go. I added that I thought that it would be strange for everyone and that it would be better if I was not there. She countered by saying that they are still my family and had been for the past 15 years.

I am still not going to stay. I have been having trouble lately thinking of things that are going to be happening. The separation agreement is going to hit soon. She has been swearing up and down that she is not going to ask for alimony or try and ream me for child support but i just feel that her lawyer is going to. I guess there is nothing i can really do except deal with it once it happens.

I am just feeling a little low lately.