Dom i have told her time and time again that i was here for her. after this last weekend to be honest i would not call her back if we were datijg. she has done nothing but give ma a cold shoulder and verbely hit me time and time again.
i should have mentioned that when she did call i explained what me being on a fence ment. i told her I realise that what i have been doing is not working as she seem no more comfortable around me ( in fact less comfortable) then she did when we atarted this process. so i told her me taking a step back was me taking time ro reavalueat what my actions are. no matter what i want to be fair i explained and right now putting her on this whorshiped pedestel was unfair to both of us. i want her as a partner not as a object i cant reach. so i need to find a way to treet her with respect and kindness not puppy dog worship. and she agreed to that. I told her i wanted mothing and look at all the information she has given me. i wanted to realy see what i was told and make my desisions on that and not some head long rush that doomed to fai.
