Thank you sara, I needed that today. Keep your tootsies elevated and keep drinking...from plastic!!
Why is the house falling apart since H left? Our garage door broke last week, and this morning, I woke up at 4am to a furnace that sounded like a rocket was about to launch our house. It was scary, and I was angry I was alone with the girls. I got it off, and told H about it on his way to the house at 8am today. He was mad I didn't call him and I calmly said "I got it off, the house was warm, I knew you would be there in a matter of hours. Unless its a kid emergency, I won't be contacting you in the middle of the night."
It was claustrophobic in the house today with both of us there. H came over to 'give me the day off'. Thanks, but a little more notice would be good. He wanted to talk finances/house. Fine, ok. I get 2 sentences out, and he blows up on me, anger everywhere. And nothing about finances. I walk away to get a "Fine, there goes LWB, walking away like she does best." I left the house, but nicely. I will continue to be kind, but I don't think H and I are going to master the 'friends' thing for quite some time. Space space space....
I am better this afternoon and will be EVEN better tomorrow, because I am meeting HOPE and MARK for dinner and hopefully a lot of drinks!!! Oh yeah baby!!!!
Thank you for your kind words about my friend. Sad and sudden, that's for sure.
