Sara,
I know they are only dreams, but they are reminders that keep popping up and telling me "This happened... don't forget...."

Husband,
Very funny......

Well, I went and did something "bad." I found OW's photo. Gosh, I feel sick to my stomach. Why on earth did I ever want my marriage back? Am I deluding myself about this whole thing?


There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.