Yes, JMC. understood....I guess you could say Im to the point now, that I miss my W, but only when its convenient for me too. That might not make sense, but I think it means Im only putting signifigance on this when I feel lonely.
Im not a jealous person, never was, and W wouldnt let me be anyway...(one of her many pet peeves). But I feel close to that in regards to being pissed that she found someone so easily, and here I sit alone..but I know Im not ready anyway for that.
