Donna, I understand where you are comeing from, but you have to stop pursuing him. If you feel you have to do something, the best advice I can give you is to start by just trying to be his friend. It seems your H's mind is set on what he wants. This mindset IMHO comes from his perception of how you were, are, and will be. Once you truly show him that you can just be good friends, you will have a solid basis for re-connecting (sometimes you won't have to try, it can happen along the way.) Don't let him see you hurt. Go out and GAL! Put your life in God's hands. He will comfort and guide you through this. Rememmber, you have to go through tough moments sometimes in order to learn, strenghthen, and change youself to become the person that God has intended for you to be. Once I realized this it helped me tremendously. Keep your head up, we'll all be praying for you!
