The kids compound my failure--I needed to fix this for me, but also for them.
HEAR ME NOW....YOU HAVE NOT FAILED...NEITHER YOURSELF NOR YOUR CHILDREN!!!
Donna, so many of us want you to be healthy and whole. Please, please, please listen to what your old friend OT is saying... call your sponsor, get to a meeting, call your counsellor.
Your precious children want and need you to be healthy and whole...and you can be! You can stare down this fear of the unknown future; you can beat it... Please let H and your M go, completely and totally. NOW
We are all here rooting for you...feel our strength and feed on it!!!
