Ugh, had a bad dream about MLM last night...in the dream he had gone a business trip in December with other colleagues who all took their wives...and apparently he took his...except that I didn't go on that trip and so in my dream he apparently took someone else...
Blech. I guess the pain of his affair still hurts.
I try to put it into perspective...
Then he calls and is all chirpy and happy-like...and I still and suffering from the remnants of my not so pleasant dream. I try not to be snippy but sometimes it comes through, especially now as I am on medication that is simulating menopause...I am a real bitchalina!
Okay, I will admit that I did well today...sorta...we were talking about one of my family members that is basically a "kept" man and I blurted out: wow! I need to learn how to do that!
Suddenly, there was perfect silence on the other end.
WHOOPS!
He chatted about something else but it seemed as if that had affected him...then we got off and he sends this spreadsheet of all our shared expenses and mutual financial obligations...
WTF???
Sometimes I wonder if he really is in MLC or if he is just a WAS....he seems to have it so together about stuff...go figure.
Aug '06: H moved out July '08: H had a kid with the OW May 12 '09: emancipation day
"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller
