You absolutely cannot look 5mos down the road. You'll just stress yourself, and worry for nothing. Face the here and now. Tomorrow, next month, 5 months, so much can change.
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."