LOL. I've got a compromise for him! Just kidding. I think they just want it all to go away and they fear we are here finding the magic potion recipes that'll make them get down on their knees, kiss our feet, buy us lots of guilt jewelry (still waiting for one of those diamonds that Kobe's wife got!), and pledge their neverending love and devotion. Oh yeah. We are. HA.
It's hard sweetie. So hard. Trust me on this though... it gets better.
For a while I had to choose to trust him every single morning. I had to have answers when he got home about the most bizarre moments of the past few years. I had to replace the memories he made while away with new ones that included me. I had to make some mistakes and see that he wouldn't bail...
You are not alone, WAS32, I was so very obsessed. It is still so raw for you now, but time (and learning about the super secret love potions) really, really eases the pain.
I'm glad he's reassuring you of his love for you everyday and that you're feeling a little better. As his consistent actions show you that you can trust him again, you'll take down some walls and let him into your heart again. Take all the time you need.
