Sorry I've been absent.. busy at work with quarter end stuff.. also my notice went out this week.. I'll be finished work at the end of next week.
I'm not feeling very good emotionally right now.. I'd bet a portion is due to PMS and I'm sure leaving the security of my job (although it's my choice) has me a bit emotional..
My H truly seems very content for us to be apart permanently. He sees that D2 is managing things better now.. He came to see D2 last night but he didn't call at all during the day.. so the phone calls have lessened immensely. And no calls today. I'm not expecting any.. for some reason he's wanting distance again. What's a girl to do but give the space then! My Mom is picking up D2 from daycare today and is going to watch her.. so I'm going to go see a movie. It'll be nice to get out of the house and do something on my own. It's relaxing.
H will come over tomorrow so we can give our D her new tricycle for Easter. I hope she likes it.. I nearly smashed it into pieces due to the frustration of putting it together.
I don't know. I just don't feel like myself. At times like this I really wish I wasn't female.. 'cause I'd like to know that PMS isn't a factor with my mood.
I miss my H. I miss feeling loved and feeling safe.
I don't know whether I have anything worth saying to anyone else on their threads but I will check you out anyway.
((Everyone)) W2G
PS. It's official. I became a member of Parents Without Parters this week..
