H is having a mid-life crisis

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thank you! i can tell everyone here seems really great.

i know i'm not supposed to follow my gut instincts but it's sooooo hard, as i'm sure you know.

unfortunately the activities i've gotten into don't really involve other people. i'm kind of bad company right now and a little insecure b/c of all this. so i'm afraid i'll have a breakdown in front of a group of new people and look like an idiot! i know i need to try though.

good luck with your situation. i wish i had advice to contribute but this is all new to me so i'm just sucking up everyone else's.