I feel like you just summarized by sitch perfectly. W waivers back and forth in terms of our future. One day she is making room for me in the closets, buying me clothes and planning trips to Paris. The next day, she questions her decision to have me back in her life. UGGGGH.
I think we had a major break through this morning.
I told W that if she would just let go, trust me and put 100% into our relationship, we would have an amazing life together. I told her that I have a lot of patience and would wait for her however long it would take. I told her that I also have doubts, but I am handling those doubts by putting blinders on and knowing that what I am doing is the best for us and our daugther. I then told W that I would respect whatever decision that she made and that clearly, I am not for everyone.
After that the ice melted!!
She hugged me, told me that she loved me and thanked me for my patience. She said that she would make more room for me in the closets and would pick up some new sexy underwear for me. She said that I could do much better than tighty whities!
About an hour later I texted her saying that she looked very sexy this morning in her bra and panties and I thanked her for the hug.
She replied a second later say... "U R the best Fish. Thanks for your patience."
I replied an hour later.. "All I want is for you and our daughter to be happy regardless of what happens to me."
A bit much but its how I felt at the time.
Heading out to dinner with friends and business associates tonight. Need to give this thing a little air.
Piecing is much harder than I thought it would be.
