Good to hear from you. I hope I can keep giving you and others some insight that may help in your situations.
I still think about my W all the time and I have to fight back the negative, hurtful visions my brain wants to create about her and the OM, but it is getting easier.
I really believe that once the custody issue is finished, I'll be able to be far more emotionally stable and will be more consistent w/ GALing for myself.