Affair is over and WW is responding

[Hope4us]

Last night was Ok. Not as good as the previous week, but still ok. WW was kind of quiet and not as talkative, but she had driven to pick DS19 from school and it's a 5 1/2 hour round trip so she was probably tired.

So just when things are looking up, I go up to bed last night and BAM, Trigger hits me between the eyes. WW has moved her winter undies to the bottom of the pile and moved the "special" undies to the top and most of those are "affair undies" and that hit me pretty hard.

All the distrust comes flooding back. Why is she wearing those? Is she getting involved with someone else? On and On. Had to put those thought right out of my head, although that's easier said than done. But then I thought back to 6 weeks ago when I told WW I couldn't and wouldn't go through her having another affair and she replied she couldn't either so I just chalked it up to her wanting to feel good about herself by dressing in stuff that makes her feel sexy.

Ok, now that I got that out I feel much better. And knowing in my heart that if she did start something with someone new it would be immediate filing on my part. I want her, but don't need her and since I've discovered that, I'm much more confident and I think she's recognizing it.

Thanks for listening!