Help me act AS IF, Thread 4

[newnamenewlife]

Thanks, Ali.
At this point, I am ready to let H go. It's telling the kids that I still cannot imagine. Given how close we have been, I cannot picture this making sense to them or being better for them in any way, shape or form. And once we tell them, I think it has to be final. They will want us to get back together, naturally, and I don't think we can offer that as an option because it will keep their hopes up and be confusing.

I have been so distracted and unable to focus on anything else. Today H will be out all day, so maybe that will help me get back on track--one hour, one task at a time.