Thanks my dear friend. No i don't want what I had. TO be honest I know it is dead. That was what I was kinda getting to earlier..like I feel like I can look at what was and say "WOW" that was good. I did get what I loved ---- and I will hold that precious and dear to me. IT is MINE and knowone can steal it from me. AS much as he has taken from me...this HE WILL NOT!!
And with that...I look forward. I even prayed WITH MY D11 the other night that WHEN it is time that God would bring the RIGHT man into my life....one that fit wiht me AND MY KIDS. I asked her afterwards if that was ok..and she said..Yes mam.
It isn't time. It is time for me to learn to be "single" and not alone. It is time for me to learn to be ok with just me. And so far me is pretty DANG cool!! =)
Hugs to you my friend.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
