I am sure she has someone in the wings but I don't feel like I can wait around and get sloppy seconds. I know they don't last long but I know for sure she wants out and I don't feel like she is coming back. Our marrage has been bad for a while, my fault, and she is holding a tight line. It was not just one event that drove her to this point. Maybe it is time for me to move on.
I feel the worst I have felt since the bomb but maybe there is only up from here. She is in a deep fog and just wants me out. She wants to experience other men. I'm not into that. Your thoughts?